homesweet home…

I am like so happpppppppy right now. totally! I love love love love darn loving my homesweet home.

yea, i totally miss my family so darn much
sorry for lack of pics, i know you all wanna see how pom2 right now. oh well, she is still as cute as ever. I mean, she has this puppy eye everyone will fell for anytime. And I am like so badly trying to upload the pics I just took with her and it is taking so darn bloody long.

I know she really really miss me cos she kept wagging her tail when she looked at me and kept playing with me! imagine! she doesn’t even like sleep at her usual bedtime of ten pm. I called her fatty fatty then, momsie scolded me saying she wont eat if i say she is a fatty. but i was really kidding. haaha. I love her so much can. Then heard pei2 is getting married with a shit zhu like what the hell! I hope i can get bao bao back when the new house is ready (:

shall blog when i am like real free!

ps: I cant wait to go back spore actually. miss so many people. I wanna eat at asian kitchen again. the noodle is really delicious. And, I want gelare again! I gonna ask momsie to bring me there like next week

I could sing of Your love forever

Lord, when You see me
Don’t just let me be.
When I turn away from Your grace
Or forgotten Your embrace
Don’t just let me be.

Lord, teach me
things that make me ease
Don’t just let me be
get me Your salvation.

Lord, I need You
More than the finest song
Let my heart sing
I wanna make You the King..

Don’t just let me be
the things I used to see
Cos’ I just wanna feel Your love
ever lasting love

Lord, I love You
Lord I need You
So I worship You
I come to You

so dont just let me be..

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a small kid

It’s great to be a small kid

Cos you can act like a kiddo

Cry all you want

Wept the bitter tears you shed

They wont call you blunt

And you aint even mad

 

It’s great to be a small kid

We don’t know whats world

All the bad things that are fret

We live in fairytales

Where the evil are just witch

And there is forever happy end

 

It’s great to be a small kid

Who care if you can bid

Or even when you smile

It doesn’t take a mile

Cos you are still a kid

And everything is still fine.

tell me a subject to continue

i am really realley hungry right now. it’s for no effing reason.. oh wait, i think i know. it’s because of the meal i had that day like i mean yesterday. i just have a hot floss for the day and i slept through out. right now, there is nothing for me to eat and i need food so much. i am totally wide awake in the middle of the night. i seriously, cant wait to go back on thursday. old granny has been complaining about me to my uncle and idk what im feeling right now. totally dont care anymore since daddy and momma know everything.

right now, i wanna make a list of the upcoming holiday <3 i promised myself though, no over indulgence of shopping and no being hyper when it comes to picking clothes, bags or whatever.

When I am back:

1) I wanna hug pom-pom and squeeze her much and totally capture more of her pics <33
2) i want to buy more handbags and get shoulder bag
3) skinniess like in different colour as in red, yellow, green.
4) more tee-shirts
5) I wanna wear dress
6) get those jeans that was kinda torn cos it looks totally astounding =D
7) buy more of those romantic indo dvds to indulge myself in when im back here.. of course without daddy’s consent T. T
buy praise and worship piano score sheets
9) new spects..
10) …
11)…

it’s been long already. i wanna go back!!!!!!!!
&& today is the xmas day and i got to go as early as ten AM for decoration and i have not slept T.T

do come okay guys! there are like free food after the service and there is like a magician show. Lots of fun so please go!! hehhahoohahi.

PENINSULA HOTEL. NEXT TO FUNAN SHOPPING CENTER
LEVEL 5
4PM

ps: please comment me and tell me what kind of subject you want me to blog at the next post. i may blog about it D: cos right now, my brain get all the whirly and blurly.

i will walk and know, i aint alone.

I am posting pictures and they are totally pictures way back to weeks and probably just a few days ago. Yea, i kinda lost contact with everybody I know. Seems like, the world just been revolving around me and cellgroup mates. Schoolmates are kinda like lost. (HA!) Anyways, yea, im posting pictures after i don’t know how many days or months. Currently, missing lots of people and i wanna go back indo badly.

during the sunday school time, i helped cath out for the baby class and man, it was really tiring cos you got to help them pee due to the fact they have not gotten a pee training like that. but .. cute!

(i seriously, don’t know what teph and cath are attempting to do. something like no, dont touch me or what the hell?!)

(no, i’ve not been shopping. just a little bit. )

i think it’s cuteee.

the other day during sleepover in my house and we were testing out the laptop built in web-cam

when i gotten my nosebleed. HAHA.okay, so random.

oh yea! today supposed to catch enchanted but guess what happen?! The stupid person accidentally booked our tickets for yesterday timing and we didn’t realise it! we are like a dumb idiotic cos we went in excitedly and realised that it was a full-house and we aren’t supposed to be in the studio. HAIH! Then, now four of us have to get separated. Like, i got to watch the movie with cath tomorrow morning since anie and fifi watching them like just now at night. I mean, i wanna try catching a midnight movie with friends but momsie strictly gave me a ten pm curfew. (i break em often) but i just wanna be goodgirl. like go home early, go online, go read books, do homework and stop orchard-ing, marina-ing or esplanade-ing. Tomorrow, we three are wearing the same shirt we bought at an inexpensive price and anie commented we are like charlie’s angle. -_-” oh, i was fuming until i asked for the cineleisure manager to give me a new ticket. stupid service.

as if I know

why would people try to dig the past?
I tried to hide all like so mad
but it goes so bad
because the past spread fast

why would people come predicting my future?
nothing beautiful but just some rubbish bin?
I tried to stop them all
but it seems like a pure uncureable

when the mountain trembles..

I will still believe in You!

right now is like in friend’s house for the church dance thingy. heho.

You search my heart from the deepest end.

I don’t know how or why I am actually getting where I am right now. I didn’t know how significant a simple prayer is. I didn’t know when I said

“Lord, I invite You into my heart and so work in my life.” will actually meant something important and something totally surprising, lovely and cool. Lord, I don’t know why I still sin so much when You have waited for me. Lord, I see You, you know and when I saw You, kneeling down with the cross at the back, it hit me so badly. I wanna embrace  You so badly. Lord, I love You so much but You love the world more than anything. 

I want to be delightful in Your risen! Lord, all these long, it feels like a hurtful journey. Many sinful things, many undesirable, shocking incidents. But I am happy! Cos’ all these while, I’ve been staying strong with You. I’ve been a girl in You. Lord, I am sorry. Sometimes, I do things to delight people, to gain respect or smile of them…not You, Lord. Lord, I am learning. Well, learning real hard. Teach me Father God, so that I can grow deeper more into You. It seems I still got a long journey to go with You. Lord, I long to delight Your heart once more. Like, I don’t wanna do things for men but You, alone. I just wanna tell You that all things are for You. And that, Lord, I just want to delight Your heart alone. I just want to delight YOU. who cares what they say when You smile at me.

Lord Jesus.. I just want to serve You. Lord, maybe not many people can lead. Not many can pray well, touch people well but we can WORSHIP! WORSHIP YOU! Lord, I love You…

whats that..?

with women exposing their big boobs or rather man exposing them as well? ha!

i think this whole earth is rapidly improving, changing, revolution-ing that i think i am already ‘old-fashion’. i mean, i don’t even think boob exposing is like cool or nice. (to think, last time i used to do that..) right now, i feel like so back to oldies. like i mean, i covered my boobs perfectly. HA! but lets look at other people.. i mean, whats that so nice or so proud about to know that your cleavage shown in the photo captured?

it leaves me a deep funny impression. like what if men started to look at that cleavage of yours at start to do something funny. (okay, i wont mention what they think). probably, it is the time and country. i mean aussie, us, they are real proud of big boobs and all but other places are another different.

and and, i wonder why.. when chinese women who look so chee-na wore a cleavage exposing kind of clothes, we will shook our head in disgust and said that they are a ‘chicken’? why dont we do that to ang-mohs or angmohs alike chinese? sounds funny huh. it’s like when a person first impression is ruined, everything is ruined. it doesnt work that way right?

whatever this post sound to you, be glad i dont post some stupid pictures. and and and, i want abs in my tummy badly

i like hosanna’s song so much.

it is really that touching. one day, i wanna make a song like that or play a piano as good as hillsong’s pianist. FatherGod, i really wanna do lots of things for you..